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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Brother, I Wish I Taught Better.

If I could go back in time,
I would change both you and I
So you can grow up to be so fine.

I'd take you to the parks
I'd show you how to talk
I'd open you with love
For brother that's all I got.

I can't take back these incidents
For being such a goddamn prick
I wish we could begin again
So you and I would really be friends

If you told me that you want it
I'd show you that I don't got it.
But I'd give you what I can
So I can make you into a man.

I wish I was a better bro
I hope you know I love you so
And it's hard to hear you scream and row
With mom and dad, It makes me sad
 
I can't pretend that I wasn't bad
But I know now that I was whack
And if you can give me the chance
I'd make it up to you in break dance.

I can't take back these incidents
For being such a goddamn prick
I wish we could begin again
So you and I would really be kin.

for Ian.


Monday, September 14, 2009

summer

I'm going to take a leaf out of Ray Su's book and write about my summer.

My summer began when I met you again
Or perhaps. when I just spoke to you again back in May
And my summer of course ends when the snow hits sand.

You made it worth every hour
Every second, every minute
All the stress, all the tests.
All the psychological nonsense.
(Although there weren't that many)
Since already I am a mess.

But you'll hold me and shelter me
And you'll kiss my head
And this summer was great because
I held you, and you brought the hearth home to soothe the frostbitten pains.

My band and I wrote and sang
On stage three times this summer
And once on concrete floors for flower lovers
And when you came for that one day
I made sure I played and sang
the heart out of my guts just for you babe.

And although we worked with school and rains
In the end my summer was great
I made you mine and I know it'll be fine
Even when snow melts with the grime.



Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Hey, did you know that I'll bleed everyday
If I can make it all of this shit go away?
And even if I'm dry and it's still not gone
I'd keep squeezing it out til it's all done.

You know that I can be glee
That I can be free
That this isn't me

You've seen me rock my feet
That I can't just freak
That I can believe

I've written my roads
Given my hope up for these souls
That I hope that none of those foes
Will come back and eat me whole

I've written them poems
Given them songs, given them hope, given them roads.
I've slaved along, the hopeless rows of the lifeless toads.

I'll write you this song
Curse the lips of your tongue.
The laziness of my songs will drip you in sound.



okay. this was an epic fail. it turned out to be rambling. for the last three stanzas. -.- fail.



Friday, August 21, 2009

I'm worn sick and fatalistic
Thoughts are thrown and unrealistic
And all I see in this green vined room
Is the emptiness and the gloom
My posters are tacked up in doom
And all I hear and fear is you.

Mirrorless and circles around
The eyes similar to a panda
The rings are round.
Big and black and my skin is brown
From the sun tan ocean
And this sea instead.

I'm sick and driven to listless wisps.
I can't breathe in because my body is smoke
I'm angry and I'm self-involved
And I wish that you'll just grow around.


Sunday, July 19, 2009

Party Song

Get drunk, Get crunked
It's another night
Hook up, Make out
With the kid on your right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today

You don't got something to say.
It's another post-party Saturday
Everybody knows you fucked up at the pregame

We won't pretend you're the same
The moments gone and you're really really out there
The sun's come up and you're sleeping on the flowers

The beer pong's gone and where did she go?

Get drunk, Get crunked
It's another night
Hook up, Make out
With the kid on your right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today
Got drunk, Got crunked
Was another night
Hooked up, Made out
With the kid on my right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today

Somehow we forgot the weekend, the blazing smoke and coors we brought
Destroyed every ounce of sense and feeling

Everything's a blur here, the vomits gone and room smells like roses
And she's laying nude under the blankets

Don't hold back. we'll enjoy the rest of our nights

Get drunk, Get crunked
It's another night
Hook up, Make out
With the kid on your right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today

Don't hold on, we're letting shots fly through
Don't let go, until you know that you'll hit through
Let's stay til the sun rises over us
Let's stay til our buzz leaves with trust

Get drunk, Get crunked
It's another night
Hook up, Make out
With the kid on your right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today
Got drunk, Got crunked
Was another night
Hooked up, Made out
With the kid on my right
Sun's up, Everybody's
Wasted Today



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